Monday, September 22, 2008
ahhhh =) its recess !
finally , after 6 weeks of toilling and mugging and running abt hall
6 weeks of hall
its bz ,but i get to meet many amazing ppl
people who dont look like the kind of people
who do the things that they actually do.
in hall, we sing, dance, supper , try to study , do loads of saikang
sometimes in the midst of all theese i ask myself
after doing so much ...does it matter ???
so what if i can sing???
so what if i can dance??
or run???
why am i in hall?
its hard being in a non-christian environment after a while
suddenly all that i do is meaningless to myself
how do i please god in my activities ?
am i being a blessing=))).... i want to
i dun wanna live this yr in hall in vain
i wanna shine for his glory
i wanna be used by him
i wanna find the purpose that god has for me to fufil in hall
i wanna find the meaning of my life
anywaes i managed to find a cell grp in hall!
abt 6 of us =)))
it keeps me sane in a crazy world !
AHMEN
rainbow;
4:49 AM
Sunday, September 07, 2008
i need to grow up the way god wants me to
i still feel like a child stuck in an ageing body
my mentality is sometimes quite bimbotic and haphazard
it is especially so when im tired and when my brain shuts down
common mings ur brains were made for a greater use =)
man im glad that i actually know what to work on now
just a few days ago i thought i was invinsible,
armed with gods grace
and nothing could fail
but heyys thru placing me in diff situation and
places ive never realli explored for a long time
ive found my weaknesses and im going to change
the strength does not come frm within me
but onli god can come and change the ugly-ness inside
i hope to become a better person with myself and the world
watch me grow =)
and help me grow
rainbow;
9:57 AM
